Monday, March 10, 2008

Lost Everything

I was living with my parents and bunch of siblings. I have like 3 brothers and 3 sisters. They are all young like from age of 3-13. I have like 3 homes. M uncles and aunts don't want to see me anymore. Then, later my dad said he had to move to another city. I don't know if my parents are still together or divorced. I was still living in the trailer, but dad sold it. 

I got mad because I want a home for myself. Dad was walking away from me and I walked outside and screaming in the rain. "Where will I live?!" I asked my dad. He turned around and gave me this cruel look. "Do I still have the other house?" He said "Nope". "Any home for me to live?" He nodded his head and walked to his van. I was crying and I was all soak. I walked to the van to say good-bye to all my brothers and sisters. They don't want to leave with him. They begged me to go with them. I told them that I can't because I'm getting old and it's time for me to be on my own. I gave them my hug and told them to be good and they will deserve something good. I will be always thinking about them. 

I left to a big white church and it looks like a courthouse, but it's a dorm itself for all the armies and nurses. The people look like in the movie "Pearl Harbor". The way they dressed are just like the movie. I walked upstairs and walking passed by bunch of soldiers in their uniform. I entered in my own room. My room is huge! It's like an apartment.  I have 2 roommates and they're both hearing. They had this shower cap on to cover their rollers and they are in their robe. I sat on my own bed and cried. One of my roommates sat next to me, she's black and she's kind of round, but very sweet. She gave me a hug and tried to cheer me up. The other one is white and thin. She was watching tv. I pulled out "People" magazine and  looked through it. I found a note that the other guy posted it in the magazine for me. "We are meeting tonight, please dress classic and sophiscated tonight. I will get you sign up to be with me." I didn't know that I'm not US citizen and he is asking me to married him so I can stay in US and became a US citizen. I was like "Huh? No! I need to call Nick. I hope he still wants to marry me."

I picked up the phone and called him, my heart was  beating so fast and I was breathing so hard. There were few rings. Suddenly,   I woke up. 

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