Last Night

Last night, I dreamt that I was traveling with Nick and other people. We stopped by one house and this woman kept me in her house. Nick left me with her. I was very upset and hurt. I was very scared because I don't know this woman and I have a daughter about 1 or 2 years old. Then, later, I walked in the living room, people were looking at this woman with a newborn baby. She handed the baby to me. The people were telling me that I have a beautiful baby. I was confused. I didn't remember giving a birth lately. I looked at this baby, she's gorgeous. She's covered with pink blanket. She has this light hair color hair, pink rose cheeks. I fell in love with her. I hold her tight. I put her on the bed and look at her like I'm dreaming which I was. Then that was it.

Gay or Attractive?

Last night, I had a really strange dream and it looked gross.

I dreamt about Nick. I was hanging out with him in a house. I think we lived together. He kept walking away from me like he hate me. He gave me the hatred look. I don't know what I've done wrong. When he's around with other people, he seemed so happy and don't want me to be part of the social.

Later, he disappeared. I finally found him in a bedroom. He was completely naked. Laying down on a small patio chair and enjoying the moment while other guy giving him a blow job!!!!!!!!!!!!

I freaked out! I never thought of him liking men! He seemed doesn't care. I said "what's the hell wrong with you?! I thought you love me and you found me attractive. I thought you like women?!" However, he didn't give a shit about me. I walked away and start brawling. I stayed away from him for a while. Then I came back to see if things are better. Nope, I found him humping with the same guy. I left and couldn't deal with it.